Rambling VOL. 1 =)

For today I have two topics so I'm going to jump into them right away. Let's start... :)

• Love & Relationships

"You know my role model is Charlie Sheen and his role in 'Two and a half men' is what inspire me in my life."- said a guy that I met recently when I asked him what TV show is his favorite. WOW!!!! And what is sad in that whole story is that he is not the only one that gave me that answer. Of course not in the same wording. Because if the wording were the same I would sat on the floor and started to laugh and cry in the same time. 

If that is a reality than I can kiss my future as a wife and a mother goodbye and start to adopt bunnies. The only thing that fellas want to talk about is sex and how fast can they get in my panties. Am I meeting the wrong population in my country or are the normal guys that you can talk about anything (for e.g. in my case; music, games, books, sports - NHL, NFL, swimming, handball, basketball, movies, TV shows, etc.) in relationships or gay?

I just want to meet a man who is good, hones, taller than me (I'm 5'7"), who has good sense of humor and can make me laugh. A guy that can make me feel safe and can make me cry but in a good way. And a man who doesn't cheat. I had enough of that kind in my life to last me for a couple of lives. 

Is that too much or impossible to find? Does that man even exist anymore? Or is it easier to find unicorn, Loch Ness monster and bigfoot in the same time and place?

• Work

What work?! OMG, don't even let me start on this topic. I'm tired of all the job interviews that I've been to. Sometimes I wonder why are they even put job ads when they already know whose going to get a job. 

They tell you that they are going to call you and that you can count on that and then starts radio silence. Or you don't have enough job experience in that field or in general. How in the Gods name are you gonna get that experience when you can't get a job in the first place?!?!? 

In my case, I have 8 months of that experience but most of the job positions require one or more years in that field. In Croatia there is something that is called "Professional training without employment". That is for young people who finished high school or college and doesn't have work experience or have less than a year. In nutshell is internship after which you end up jobless in most cases but you have that year of experience. For me this option in not possible because I have that 8 months and for me to complete my internship program I need to work for 4 months. For our Employment Bureau that is useless waste of their time and money. Because nobody apparently wants to hire someone for four months. So I'm in a limbo where I can't apply for most of job ads and I can't apply for this "Professional training without employment". And that is so frustrating  that I can't even describe it. I want to work in field that I got my high school diploma in and there is a lost of job ads for that field but nobody wants to hire you if you don't have experience. 

Well, I rambled enough for today (OK, I can talk about these two topics for hours and hours but I wont). 

Love,

XOXO,

A