My Alphabet...

I think that every person on this planet if you ask have his/hers alphabet. That every letter in it reminds him/her of something that begins with that letter.

This is my alphabet, my reminders and my belief...

A Ambitious - something that (by mine opinion) everyone should have as their personal characteristics. To want be better version of ourselves. To finish school, to find job, to learn new languages, skills, to upgrade ourselves, etc.

B Bunny - my baby. I love her so much. She's my zen when I'm a mess. Always surprise me with something new that I learn about her. Her name is Lina and I can't imagine a day without her in it.

C Chocolate / Cookies / Cakes - I'm complete addict to this yummy trio. OMG!!! No words. :)

D Dog - a pet that I want to have for a long time. One day when I'll live in my own home (hope soon) I'm going to make this wish come true. Only problem is that I can't decide whether it will be a Siberian Husky or Alaskan Malamute. For now it's 60:40 for Malamute.

(Siberian Husky - Alaskan Malamute)

E Earth - Home. The most beautiful planet in whole galaxy (for me). 

F Faith - Something that keeps me going when goings get hard. If I didn't have faith that tomorrow will be a better day I would lose it a long time ago.

G G - First letter of my moms name. I know she should be with the letter M, but my mom is special entity and she should have a letter dedicated just for her. She is someone who was always there for me. Every time that I was sick, sad or happy she was there. My shoulder to cry on. My safe harbor, my rock and my biggest cheerleader. She was the first person that I saw when I woke up in ICU. Her hug was what woke me up. When my world crumbled beneath my feet she was the only person beside my sisters who hold me up and didn't let me fall apart. She is my best friend and I love her so much. And I could go on and on about her...

H Home - of my own. Something that I dream about for a long time. / Handball - love that will never be replaced. 

I Ice Cream - Come on! Show me who doesn't love Ice cream. Chocolate, strawberry, caramel, pistachio, tiramisu, dark dark chocolate, coconut, etc. I can go on like this for days. I'm NOT fan of vanilla. 

J Job - something that I desperately need but in economy like this in my country is hard to find. Like I'm searching for a unicorn.

K Kids - something that I want in my life. I love them and enjoy being surrounded with them. I'm little afraid that it's going to be tough path for me to have kids because I had two operations on my both ovaries (first on my left, than five years later on my right) where they needed to remove tumors. But I have faith that one day I'm gonna be a mom to two beautiful children. 

L Love - is something that for a while I lost complete faith in. But as time past I realized that it wasn't loves fault that people cheat and lie. I always believed in love and I always will. Somewhere in this chaotic world there's a love that I'm searching for and I have faith that I'm gonna find it.

(the translation on the left picture, a sticker that I carry in my wallet for 15 years, is: "So what if I believe in love")

M Music - Country, R'n'B, techno, house, little rap, little pop, little rock, some jazz and blues. Music is food for my soul. I always have to listen music when I leave house, or if I'm studying, or just relaxing, and sometimes even when I'm sleeping. / M - my youngest sister. She was born two days before my 5th birthday so she ruined my party because my mom was in the hospital with her. She is me and a little better version of me in some things. I'm very proud sister.

                                                                 

N N - my two year younger sister. Nobody calls her by her given name because she doesn't want that. So we all call her a shorter version of her name. She's complete opposite of me. She's always there for me just like lil' M and I love them both to the moon and back.

O Ocean - Big blue perfection. I have on my bucket list a wish to dip my toes in three of five oceans. (I really want to meet a person who want to dip toes in Arctic and Southern Ocean.)

P Puzzle - something that I can do all day every day. That exciting feeling to complete the picture is my drug of choice. When I was a kid I could  put them together with picture on the other side.

Q Quotes - funny, hilarious, sad, inspirational, life, love, friendly, etc. We can find ourselves in quotes. They can motivate us to be better person, to want more, to grieve easier, to show our love and emotions by someone else's expressions. 

R Reading - one of my favorite ways of relaxation and escape from stress. Good book, good music, candle, favorite tea, cookie of chocolate (or both ;) ) and let R&R begin. Everywhere that I go I always have a book in my bag for 'just in case'. 

S Summer - time when I'm in my own element and everything is perfect. / San Jose - city that my heart calls home even when I've never been there. But every time I look at pictures of that city I feel peace. Hope that one day I would call it a home. My dream to move to USA is something that I wanted since I was a kid and with every day that hope and wish just grows.

T Travel - Love it, crave it, want it :)  / Truth - only thing that I want from people around me and in my life. Truth, honesty and faithfulness is three things that I need to be who I am. To give myself to others. Lie, dishonesty and infidelity are three things that I can't and won't forget of forgive.

U Unconditional - love. The best kind of love. It's something that we all seek, wish for and dream of. 

V Vacation - something that I really need from time to time. Not just from work but from people, stress and a lots of other things :)

W Why? - Question that I ask myself a million times a day.

X Xmas - my favorite holiday. I know, I know it's Christmas, but I have so much under letter C, and since Christmas is my absolute favorite holiday it deserves his own spot. I just wish that Christmas is in summer here in Croatia and not in the winter when it's cold and yuck. Cookies, a sense of peace and belonging, happiness and presents. I know, I know that Christmas isn't about presents but I love giving them and if I get something in return I'm not going to refuse ;). 

If you ask me this is a perfect Xmas. Just add friends, family and lots of cookies. 

Y Yogurt - greek, with fruit, with chocolate or cacao, regular or with muesli. Yogurt is my salvation. There's a story about me and yogurt. When I was two my dad took me on vacation to our house on Adriatic coast (it was summer) and my mom couldn't come with us that day, but she came a week later. She came with a travel bag full of fruit yogurt because that was only thing that I would eat. Even today I could only eat and drink yogurt and be happy. (of course chocolate, cookies and cakes are in the deal)

Z Zagreb - I was born and raised in this town that I live. This city is combination of really old and new. This city have his secrets and his special kind of magic. / Zadar - I spent so many summers in this town where a family from my fathers side live. Zadar is famous for his breathtaking sunsets, historic sites and a world known Sea Organ. (The picture on the top is my hometown Zagreb, a main square at night. The bottom picture is Zadar by day. And a little video of Sea Organ and a music that crates with waves.)