Top Sexiest Men ;)

Descriptions aren't necessary, right? Just enjoy... 

Chris Evans

Chris Pine

Jason Statham

Bradley Cooper

Liam Hemsworth

Chris Hemsworth 

Jamie Dornan

Jai Courtney

Charlie Hunnam

Theo James

Chris Pratt

Tom Hardy

Robert Downey Jr.

Colin Kaepernick

Adam Lavine

Channing Tatum

Matt Bomer

Sam Hunt

Tim McGraw

Luke Bryan

Matt Shadows

David Beckham

Nick Bateman 

XOXO
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Wish do come true...

... for those who wish hard enough and never stops believing and hoping.

So I have an huge and exciting news (well at least for me it is).

So today is Sep 12th, and three days ago I went to an job interview thinking that I'm going to end up disappointed once more but boy was I wrong. They offered me a job position in British company that have office in Zagreb. Immediately I accepted and signed contract with them. I still can't believe it and it took me a while to just come back to now and realize that everything is going to change in my life and for a good. And I couldn't be happier than I am right now.

I'm going back to college and going to get that degree if it's a last thing that I'll do. I'm going to show people that I can do much more than they thought but I'm going to work hard and study hard so that at the end of the day I can be proud of myself.

Expectations are high and I know that it's not going to be easy but everything else that comes with it is what makes everything else worth it.

Today is Saturday and my first day is on Monday so I'm going to stop writing now and come back and finish this blog post on next Saturday (Sep 19th) with my first week on this amazing opportunity that I got and I'm thankful for it.

I know that this adventure in front of me will be a bumpy and not all sunshine and rainbows but I'm
going to work hard and be the person that I know that I can be and deep down I am.

Sat, Sep 12th 2015

So my first week is behind me and I'm really excited about future with this job. I work in a office with a two guys and boss when he is in Croatia. We are going to get one new employee soon so it's going to be very interesting. Office is amazing with a balcony and a beautiful view. My two colleagues are cool and there's always laughter no matter of the amount of work that we have in front of us.

Company is still establishing the Zagreb office so there is a lot of work to do. And the guy that worked there was a special kind of people that left only disaster and catastrophe behind him. Prick!!! This whole week I had to pick up pieces and fix things that he screw up big time.

But I'm not complaining and I'm definitely looking forward to new experiences and new adventures that are in front of me.

Lots of love,

Anna

To You...

...whoever you are. I dreamed of you last night for the first time. I dreamed of our first meeting. The first time when our eyes met, and a huge smile was spread across your face. The same identical smile that were on my face. I don't know your name. I don't know who you are, where you live or what you do. I don't know what do you love and what you don't love. But somehow I know that one day when I meet you I'm going to fall in love with you with my whole heart and soul. And every crack that exist today and is possible to see on my heart would vanish and my heart would be whole again.

I hope that when it happens that I will know how to show you how much you mean to me and how much I love you. I can promise you right now even when I don't know you that I'll do everything that I possibly could to never hurt you the way that I was hurt. I can promise you that I'll never hurt you intentionally but if I hurt you in any way,  please know that it was accidentally and that I'm really sorry from the bottom of my heart.

My dream last night was a first good dream in a long time for me. And to know that I dreamed you was a icing on the cake for me. My alarm clock woke me up because I needed to go to work (oh, yeah, more about that in my next post on Saturday) and I was really sad that my dream and our first meeting was over. Some little part of me is hoping that tonight when I go to bed and fall a sleep I'll meet you again. I know that that is not how things are working but a girl can hope, right?

This post is not long, but I'm OK with that because the things that I need to say to you are for me to know now and for you to find out when I meet you one day.

I'm looking forward to meet you one day and to love you for who I am when I'm with you.

To you my mystery man... 

Rambling VOL. 2

NOTE: This post was written on Sep. 3rd, but unfortunately I didn't get to post it because of family emergency. Today I'm posting it because one special and very dear person told to live my life like there's no tomorrow and that I can't close myself off just because it hurts to watch someone I love is in hospital and prognosis are not good.

Hi...

Yesterday was my queen mother's 57th birthday (pls, don't tell her that I wrote the actual number or she's going to... I don't know, but I do know that it's not going to end well for me); so dear mom, happy belated birthday!!!!!! Love you to the moon and back and thank you for being the best mom a daughter can wish for.

So about the rambling part...

Well, yesterday (it's totally coincidental or not - who cares) I was talking to one of my friends, shock I know. =) We were talking about relationship and that stuff when she asked me: "Do you wanna be in a relationship? Would you ever want to get engaged and married again? And do you honestly think that you learned everything from past mistakes?". In that moment I actually didn't know what to say. How to answer those last two questions?

I thought about them and that whole conversation that I had with her when I got home. And I still didn't know what to say. So, I logged on my laptop and went to Pinterest because somehow browsing through all kinds of stuff I think the best. And even this time I was able to find my answers to all three questions.

Question #1. Do you want to be in a relationship?

• Yes, I do. I want to be in a healthy relationship with a person that will make me smile and feel appreciated. Someone with whom I could talk for hours and still have something to say. Someone who will hold my hand when I'm scared. Someone who will look past my defects ( and trust me I have them and I'm aware of them ) and love me for who I am not for who they want me to be. I want to be in a relationship but I am not desperate for one. When it happens it happens. I don't wanna push it or rush it. When the time would be right I'll know and then I will be in a relationship,

Question #2. Would you ever want to get engaged and married again?

• Yes. For a long time for me a marriage was just a piece of paper that to some people doesn't mean a thing and I didn't want to be a part of that masquerade. Today I believe that if you find that one person who completes you in every aspect. Who causes your heart to skip. The person who when you think about him, you smile without a cause. When he kisses you, you feel butterflies every single time. Who is your everything that you prayed for and more. A person that makes you cry only happy tears and is there for you in good and in bad. Even when your PMS comes in town and takes a residence he still loves you. Then and only then would I think about getting married again.

Question #3. And do you honestly think that you learned everything from past mistakes?

• I still don't know if I learned absolutely everything. But I did learn a whole lot of something. I learned to listen my instinct even when I try to fool myself that I'm imagining things. I learn to never change myself for anybody other then myself. To never let go of friends because he doesn't like them. To be yourself no matter what and be true to myself. To respect but also seek respect in return. To tell what's on my mind even when the time is just not right. And a lots of other things but I still feel that I have things to learn. 

I love reading books and right now I'm all in romance (don't judge). Couple months ago I finished reading "Finding my prince Charming" trilogy by J.S. Cooper and find these perfect quote by main female character in the books. I wrote it down in my journal that I wrote in every day for a year as my "new year" resolutions (you can read about that in my "New year in front of me" post). Anyway, I was bored one day so I found a picture and with little help from photoshop I combined picture with the quote and I'm going to share it with you ( Hope, you'll like it. ). It's nothing extra special but since I'm total anti talent for anything with photoshop I'm proud of it.

Also, she asked me did I finally let go of my anger. The answer to that is still NO. I don't know how to after all this time. In the beginnings I was to hurt to be angry and then I just shut myself down and any emotion that I had was pushed in a box deep deep down and I never got to the part where you are angry and pissed and want to kick someone (be real, not someone but you-know-who) so that he sing really high notes and hurt just a little like you.

So I'm asking you guys, can you give me some advice how to get rid of that anger and finally let it go and open myself for new beginnings.

That's all from me for today. Thank you for reading.

XOXO

Lots of love,

Me